Tuesday, April 12, 2005
shootmenow. i deserve to be shot right in the head. what's with this slackiness. the tpjc culture durin the first 3 months has sunk deep into me already. ): *slaps myself.
i'm so upset with myself. i think i haven't done much in life. and there're no happenins recently. it makes me damn sad. i love my friends/girls. but if i'm sad who'll be there for me. makin me feel important.. iszit out of sincerity. i'm not certain. *i'm not pointin fingers at anyone.. it's just how i feel. wait till the situation arises.. cos i wanna know. well, i really miss
ber. cos she's the only one who can understand most of what i'm goin through. i dunno why but we just have this connection in common. i know u read my blog! so u should be happy rite. (: cheer up. we'll always be in the same sampan. *okays i guess that's not a good thing. may u leave the sampan. lols.. winks.
steph has been down lately too. i dunno how to cheer her up as in make ben reconcile with her thus makin her all-smiles everyday. but in the meantime i have to get her focused on studyin *payin attention durin lectures. ahh! i suck at comfortin ppl. ): cheer up la~ cos seriously he stays quite far.. and he realises the consequences before makin such an important decision. *thus he prevented inflictin hurt unto u in a sense. which means that he actually put into consideration certain factors that can sour the relationship. *i realise that i tend to put my statement in a defensive manner.. =x what lies in the future i dunno. no one can predict. if he's willin to brave all the challenges that lie ahead, he'll come back to u.. (:
today i woke up late for school
again. *notice the again. but of cos i wasn't late la. cos my dad
unwillingly sent me to school while naggin about me and bad habits all the way throughout the car ride! but as an incentive i got to see pweetiee boy early in the mornin! *and then later on durin change of periods. has. (:
i hope our class can quickly bond together.. no doubt i miss 05S10 *PAE like siao. but still. it'll remain a fragment of my memory. now it's always me steph and ho ting together. *and only me and steph durin chinese. the problem lies with someone. perhaps it's cos i feel intimidated when i'm around her. it frightens me for some reason or another. *shivers. nvm. for now, i've got steph and she's got me!
there's squash trainin tmr i hope! *squeals like mad! okok. yups. that's it. and of cos.. congrats to the
tpjc soccer team for winnin their match against tjc yesterday. 3-0! all the scorers damn studdd. continue this winnin streak ar!
*the time is right to show our might.
tpjc will do alright. we aint gonna quit we aint gonna run.
we aint gonna stop till the battles won! ... we gonna be the best we gotta beat the rest!
and show them all that tp's the best.
woo hoos!!
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 7:36 PM
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